i have to try to remember your voice <br />or else <br />i can't hear it <br />your laugh eludes me <br />you smell, your handwriting <br />even the color of your hair <br />is dull in my memory <br />is this what they call healing? <br />i don't want it <br />i want to remember you <br />for everything you were <br />instead of <br />not at all <br />if this is healing, it's a lie<br /><br />something changing<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/healing-17/
