I'm a turning form the living, <br />and im racing to the dead.... <br />don't worry, <br />why is it you always worry and notice something is wrong, <br />when it is too late? ? ? <br />i am so down, i was up but thingsa just seem to change... <br />i don't want to be here.... <br />i want to die... <br /> but you'd never know cause' I hide it <br />what's the point in showing my depression? ? ? <br />the only thing that will lead to is more drugs, <br />being pumped into my stomach.... <br />like anti depressants can take the pain away...well it doesn't... <br />I was always the bright one in the family.... <br />little Kaila, was the best out of all 3 children... <br />she 'was' bubbly' <br />she 'once' loved life..... <br />she 'supposedly' had everything going for her..... <br />You'd never think little Kaila.. would try something so bold? ? <br />All you saw was the smile she used to cover up her pain.... <br />and the lies she used to tell about how she really did feel? ? ? <br /> hell really existed in her eyes! ! <br />but still...since no-one thought she was the kind of child to be down and out.... <br />they went on with their lives... <br />and so did she.... <br />until she could take no more... <br />and only then did they realise... <br />as they found her hanging.... <br />no emotion on her face... <br />and nothing ot see but the cuts she used to help ease the pain... <br />did they realise... <br />this girls actually had issues! ! <br />and it was once yet... <br />another plea and cry ignored.......<br /><br />I wish i was as invisable as he made me feel<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/mii-life-is-hanging-by-a-string/
