today i see you again <br />you are near me and <br />i can smell the sweat <br />that i love, our hands <br />touch and our gazes <br />meet and i stop the <br />world from spinning. <br /> <br />you do not know <br />Sisyphus is my friend <br />and i know what i am <br />going to be and to do. <br /> <br />my role is to love you <br />yours to feel nothing. <br />you do not know this <br />how you break my heart. <br />you do not know how <br />from the beginning <br />i have always loved you <br />how your eyes are blind <br />how your hands so unfeeling. <br /> <br />i am happy to see you now <br />your angry eyes your <br />indifferent gaze like strong <br />light stabs my beating heart <br /> <br />i have a reason not to love you. <br />i was born not to love you. <br />i know, that is the law and i am <br />here not to complain but to follow.<br /><br />RIC S. BASTASA<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/today-i-see-you/
