I wake up in the night from a horrible dream <br />I look around the room and nothings quite what it seems <br />Where did you go? You used to be here right by my side <br />You used to be the motivational force in my life <br /> <br />Anything I needed surely you'd be down to ride <br />But now I'm lost, and I have nowhere to hide <br />You where the one who always used to hold me down <br />Treated me like a king, baby you gave me my crown <br /> <br />God knows I'd give anything to have you back <br />I made a big mistake, now I gotta live with that <br />I guess I thought that you would never leave <br />And now I'm missing you so bad I can't even sleep <br /> <br />Cause I don't know why I did what I did <br />I should have never let her get close to my lips <br />Shoulda listened when you said don't go to that party <br />You wanted me to go with you to watch that new movie <br /> <br />I was a fool when I told you that I need my own space <br />I told you I wouldn't drink, I lied right to your face <br />Tried to lie and tell you it wasn't me that she was kissin' <br />But you heard from a lil bird who watched from a distance <br /> <br />Said I'm sorry for drinking, you said to bad you shoulda listned <br />Told you she came on to me, you said I put myself in that position <br />Now here I am trying to get your love back <br />I'll do anything you want baby and thats a fact <br /> <br />I can keep on begging but it just wont be enough <br />Truth of the matter is I gave away my love <br />And now I gotta live with the consequence <br />I'm never gonna have you in my arms again<br /><br />Jay LeBron<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-messed-up-2/
