Sometimes I just sit and ponder, <br />what the true meaning of lifes all about; <br />Try and figure out my insucurites, <br />and the reason Im so full of doubt, <br />Maybe Im too hard on myself, <br />with the pressure I apply from within; <br />Maybe I want too much to fast, <br />here comes doubt creeping in again. <br />How can I find a balance in life, <br />where I float with an even keal? <br />Not worring about the future, <br />or losing for life its zeal?<br /><br />Dwayne Bailey<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/sometimes-i-sit-and-ponder/