How daunting seems the task, <br /> to rebuild my life at forty four; <br />When the woman I loved with all of me, <br /> broke my heart and slammed the door. <br />Am I really that worthless, <br /> unfit for her to love? <br />Am I such a lowly person, <br /> that She’s so much above? <br /> <br />She has found a new love in her life, <br /> perfect to her he seems; <br />While I lay alone in my bed, <br /> alone with but my dreams. <br />She rips me every chance she gets, <br /> unfit parent is what I am called. <br />She is pregnant with her new loves kid, <br /> all I can do is bawl. <br /> <br />I have tried to start by dating again, <br /> but lady luck hasn’t smiled my way; <br />My confidence seems much lower, <br /> I’m at a loss for words to say. <br />I’m finding it hard to stay positive, <br /> with the passing of each day; <br />Am I meant to be alone, <br /> to me this brings dismay.<br /><br />Dwayne Bailey<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/dismay-4/
