I might be pretend as a gorgeous insect on earth <br />Wearing many pair of silky socks to trap my prey <br />I hope I can ease the pain of my own poison <br />Or even leave a beauty scar of my pointing nail <br />As many as I try to be less evil or <br />As little as I try to be most humble <br />I could never performed better than I shape <br />I would never able to resist my own phase <br />Not dare to pursue a fairy to engraved a worthy wing <br />To be my eternal guardian in a simple tale <br />Not even have an adequate will to run a life <br />When I put on mask or make up both never defy sorrow or joy <br />When I shade a tear or laughter both never conquer love or lost <br />I wish once again I’m a caterpillar <br />So I can cut the significant frills <br />Or even plant a diamond in my sight <br />Before I jolt out in life and be mortal <br />The kind of dream in a trapped mind is torture <br />The rough truth of pain is amusing <br />Whether to commit a fate in a steady grip <br />Or to loose a wish in a bare mind <br />Would never be my option <br />I had follow the course far back too long <br />Still I would sacrifice this indecent life so early <br />When you able to catch a faint glimpse of a dim in my heart <br />Too much too soon… right when I die<br /><br />Niken Kusuma Wardani<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-short-note/
