Everyday is very similar to the day before <br />Feelings are bleeding from the core of my heart <br />a deep place where I cannot look for anymore, <br />look for a remedy that were not tart. <br /> <br />I don't know what to do <br />I wish to have choices, at least two <br />that someone tells me <br />'together, you two are meant to be.' <br /> <br />I've learned a lot of things from you; <br />However, my memory has a leak <br />because When I see you, all that is in my mind is you, <br />but the truth is... you're out of my league. <br /> <br />For me, you are my significant other <br />but for you, I am like your brother <br />I have found my soul mate, <br />but you, just a classmate. <br /> <br />I would have liked to know you in a different way <br />and not to become your friend, at least, not in the first place <br />We share a relationship from the beginning to this day, <br />but this is not the one I want to taste. <br /> <br />I wish to be more than your pal <br />I want you to see me through another crystal <br />I desire that you know my real feelings I have inside, <br />but if you do not, I'd have to step aside. <br /> <br />So, I'd prefer to sacrifice my happiness <br />and if to myself, I'd have to lie <br />I'd do it, no matter if I feel hopeless <br />because if you are content so am I. <br /> <br /> <br />*a high school memory, written 2/24/08<br /><br />L.P. Alexanders<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/damn-friendship/
