That song of hope <br />it fills my soul <br />i can see clear for the next <br />day or two <br /> <br />It comes back gradually <br />sometimes i don't even <br />know it's there <br />It creeps back into my brain, <br />my body <br /> <br />The next few days are hell <br />waking up in the early morning <br />only to want to fall back asleep <br />Looking in the mirror <br />and only wanting to die <br /> <br />Soon the feeling of self hatred <br />takes over and i flirt <br />with the idea of scuicide <br />But nobody can know this secret i hide <br /> <br />Soon i'll feel okay <br />but only for a little while <br />because the cycle as i know <br />it will start over again.<br /><br />uder pressure<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/depression-84/
