How I want to escape it all <br />Runaway and hide <br />Lock up all this pain inside of me <br /> <br />How I want to quit it all <br />Quit this life before It kills me <br />Cause I'm not sure if I can handle it anymore <br /> <br />How I want to cut again <br />But something always holds me back <br />Forcing me to stick with life <br /> <br />How can I be strong <br />When I've let this pain build up inside <br />I guess pain is just a part of me <br /> <br />How I want to believe every things ok <br />And one day I won't be alone <br />But right now is all I'm concerned about <br /> <br />How I want this bruised heart to heal <br />Am I to broken to be fixed <br />Cause if I am then I don't want to be here <br /> <br /> <br />November 28,2007<br /><br />ESPN CHICK<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/how-i-want/
