I can't get rid of these thoughts of suicide <br />But I can't bare to give in to those thoughts <br />I've came to far <br />And I'm not going to give in <br /> <br />I look at the knife everyday <br />And I think about it time after time <br />But I know I can't give in <br />I have to stay strong <br /> <br />I have to stay strong for the ones who care and love me <br />Even though I run into rough times <br />I still have to stay strong <br />Cause I don't want anyone to see me like that <br /> <br />Even though I still feel alone <br />I remind myself I have to stay strong <br />After all I know I have to fall sometimes <br />I have to learn my mistakes I have to stay strong <br /> <br />November 26,2007<br /><br />ESPN CHICK<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-have-to-stay-strong/