Do you see that I am crying? <br />Oh wait I can't even cry <br />I am so numb <br />But you don't even care <br />I wish I had someone to lean on <br />Someone who can wipe away this pain <br />Fight away these fears <br /> <br />You stole my innocence away. <br />You left my body, heart, and soul <br />in never ending pain. <br />Disgrace and Shame <br />follow me around everyday. <br />How could you do those things to me <br />with no apologies? <br /> <br />How could you look at me with a smile on your face? <br />You are such a disgrace <br />Take a hard long look at me now. <br />Look inside tell me what do you see? <br />Do you see the harm that you did? <br />I am scared for life all thanks to you. <br />How could you do this to me you're own flesh and blood <br /> <br />Holding onto the happy memories I had <br />after that dreadful night, <br />oh wait I have none <br />because you removed all the happiness away <br />oh dearest brother, <br />you robbed me of my childhood. <br /> <br />You stole all my happy thoughts <br />You are such a thieve <br />First it was my virginity <br />Now you stole my happy memories <br />How can you live with yourself? <br />How can you sit there and say that you did nothing wrong? <br /> <br />The abuse I remember so well <br />I lived in my own little hell. <br />Describe to me <br />how does this make you feel? <br />My life back then felt so unreal.- How could you do such a thing to me? <br /> <br />Now I have to live with agonizing pain every day for the rest of my life <br />If only you could see inside of me <br />How broken up and torn I am <br />But you wouldn't even care would you? <br />You love seeing me this way and you know you do <br /> <br /> <br />November 21,2007 <br /> <br />Notes: A friend and I wrote this together...I wrote every other one...beginning with the first stanza.<br /><br />ESPN CHICK<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/look-what-you-did-to-me/
