When I'm all alone <br />I think about dying <br />And wondering why I'm still here <br />After all no one has tried to save me <br /> <br />The one I know who might can save me <br />Lives to far away <br />And doesn't know how broken I am <br />Doesn't know that I have feelings for him <br /> <br />I know that he would miss me <br />But I just can't handle this pain anymore <br />I try not to mark myself <br />So far I've done a good job <br /> <br />But I still feel like six feet under is where I belong <br />No matter what I do I can't get this out of my head <br />Especially every night <br />Even though I have you on my mind <br /> <br />I still feel alone <br />Cause you can't be here <br />And we don't talk all the time <br />But when we do you make me happy <br /> <br />But that's not enough <br />All the pain I have I need someone to kill it <br />And wipe these tears from my eyes <br />Nothing will ever make me happy besides you <br /> <br />Always carrying my fake smile with me everywhere I go <br />And when no ones looking I put it on <br />When I wake up I cover up my face in the mirror <br />Cause I hate what I see <br /> <br />You say that I'm beautiful <br />That you love me the way I am <br />But you don't walk in my shoes <br />If only you knew that you are the one I need to save me <br /> <br />The one I need to kill this pain <br />I need you to wipe these tears away <br />I want you to be my hero <br />And save me from this life before all of me is gone <br /> <br /> January 8,2008<br /><br />ESPN CHICK<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/need-you-2/
