Don't you know I've tried hard to let go <br />Let this pain die <br />But it would not die <br />It haunted me so bad where I didn't want to live <br />Don't you understand that <br />That I need you <br />Need you to take this pain away <br />Kill this pain <br />I don't want it anymore <br />I just need you <br />And I wish you knew <br />But since we don't talk much anymore its hard <br />Hard to smile <br />Hard to laugh <br />All I can do is cry <br />Only you can make me happy <br />Oh how I wish you knew that this pain is taking over me <br />Pain torching me <br />Digging into my skin <br />I'm trying to stay alive but thats hard to do <br />When all you feel is this agonizing pain <br />Pain from head to toe <br />Oh I wish you knew how bad I need you <br />Boy I want you don't you get it <br />Don't you understand what you mean to me <br />What you do to me <br />I can never get you off my mind <br />And while I'm thinking about you <br />I wonder if you are the only reason why I'm here <br /> <br />January 9,2008<br /><br />ESPN CHICK<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-need-you-to-take-or-kill-this-pain/