It's tearing me a part inside <br />I need you so bad and I can't even tell you how I feel <br />Hurts to know I'm alone feeling this pain I can't control <br /> <br />What hurts even more is that I don't have you in my life <br />Even though you live so far away <br />You were the one who made me laugh when I was in tears <br /> <br />The one I thought I knew but throughout the years you transformed into this person <br />I don't even know you anymore <br />But here I am talking to you <br /> <br />I'm so confused and lost you make me that way <br />One day I love you then the next day I can't stand you <br />I don't know what to do <br /> <br />My heart and soul is screaming out your name <br />I keep telling myself I don't need you <br />But I know its lie within itself <br /> <br />All these emotions are tied up inside of me <br />And I can't untangle them <br />No matter how hard I try to let you go you come back <br /> <br />You're just like a boomerang <br />You're hot and cold <br />You're the one I want in my life but then again I could do so much better without you <br /> <br />July 16 2009<br /><br />ESPN CHICK<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/better-without-you-2/
