I can feel it in me <br />Feel the change that you're putting me through <br />It feels so good but how long will it last this time <br />Because every time I always turn away from this <br /> <br />Time after time though you've always been there <br />How can I deny your love for me <br />Time after time you saved me from myself <br /> <br />How come I've turned away every time <br />I wanna change but I don't know how <br />Guess I'm just scared of change <br />Need you to know I wanna change <br /> <br />I wanna be whole and that's all I've ever wanted <br />But I guess I was looking in the wrong places <br />You've put yourself in my way every time but I just ignored you <br /> <br />How can I ask for your forgiveness when I've done this before <br />How many more chances will I get before you deny me <br />Wish I knew you why you've given me so many chances <br />God I need you now and forever more <br /> <br />Help change me because it feels so good <br />I forgot how good it felt <br />Feels so good to know that you are always here <br /> <br />That you're right here with me <br />Just help me please stay on track and never look away <br />Never look away from you because you are my north star <br />You love me so much that you shed your blood <br /> <br />You know my strengths and weaknesses <br />And you know how weak I can get <br />That's why I need you to help me <br /> <br />Satan has used me and fed me nothing but lies <br />Drugged me away from you <br />Making me believe in something that's not true <br />Over and over again you saved me and now God I think I'm starting to understand your love for me <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />February 2,2010<br /><br />ESPN CHICK<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-change-20/
