My love, My heart is living a double life <br />I have no more room in my soul to lie <br />I'm in love but with you I'm not <br />Dont get me wrong I'm in like a lot <br />True, I have deseved you, but my feeling for you wont move <br />He's my first real everything <br />He's my favorite melody, I love to sing <br />From my body he makes passion scream <br />He takes me away in ecstasy <br />He has history of setting my body on fire <br />But I'm now with you, No longer can I feel desire, from him <br />But you make me so happy, everything that I need <br />But my old love keeps reappearing <br />Want to leave you? No nearly just...thinking <br />And now in my hands wipe my tears that stream freely <br />Want to let the past go before you leave me <br />Everything that comes from you reaches my satisfaction <br />But he takes me to my peak, then slowly, I relax in love <br />If I leave and go with what my heart yearns for <br />But then down the line we close the door <br />What was all the drama for <br />Regret is something I dont want to feel <br />So I hope I make the right choice for real <br />Because I'd hate to give you up <br />Its 50/50 either I lose or luck up <br />Either way, sorry to say, someone gets hurt along the way.<br /><br />cathrine ellis<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-50-50-love-for-u/
