I'm the friend that seems to never have a problem.. <br />I'm the friend that helps everyone else out.. <br />I'm the friend... that keeps it all to himself.. <br /> <br />I'm a ticking bomb.. just bout ready to explode.. <br />I'm bout ready.. to let it all go.. <br />I've got nothing to lose.. <br />nothing to gain.. <br /> <br />I wish I could say this is my the end.. <br />but tomorrow will be another when I wish for a better day.. <br />another day.. to try and cry my feelings out.. <br />or just to yell and cuss at the wall.. <br />punching the wind.. <br />and slowly.. sit in the ground.. <br />asking myself why.. <br />and why do these things happen to me.. <br /> <br />If god is there.. <br />hasnt he seen I've been thru enough? <br />I pray and pray.. <br />I go to church.. <br />I help ppl when they are in need.. <br />but yet.. <br />I am here laying in my own sorrow.. <br />wishin for the Lord Mighty to save me... <br /> <br />A blade is an escape.. but hell is not my ideal world.. <br />nor is heaven.. for I'm not nearly good enough.. <br /> <br />This soul is asking for maybe 1 day of happiness.. <br />Pure joy.. <br />Just one day... <br /> <br />but wish on that star every night.. wont do good.. <br />It's like talkin to a blinking light.. <br /> <br />nothing-ness.....<br /><br />Dislocated Heart<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/nothing-ness/
