I wake up in the morning, it's just another day. <br />Nothing to get out of bed for and no one cares. <br />The emotions go through my head i want to give up. <br />but I can't give up, <br />not just yet. <br /> <br />The day starts off as usual. <br />A slow and steady moan. <br />The truth is, I don't care. <br />But i can't say it because i don't know how many more days i will wake up and see him there. <br /> <br />A lonely trip always gives me time to think, <br />time i don't want, <br />because i don't want to think. <br />I don't know where i'm going, <br />I don't know how i'm feeling, <br />I don't know if someone will truly care. <br /> <br />The though of the one who means something, <br />keeps playing with my heart <br />and messing with my mind. <br /> <br />The others begin to mess with my mind, <br />I don't need anymore to think about. <br /> <br />I'm in overload. Not even halfway through the day. <br /> <br />So stop please just STOP! <br /> <br />I can't take it! <br /> <br />I can't take emotions, i don't want to take them. <br />I want everything to be simple. <br />Someone just tell me what to do. <br />I want to live through one day, <br />one happy day. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />But it just won't happen.<br /><br />Marie Brown<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/understand-me-or-should-i-try-understand-you/
