what can i say? <br />i'm not perfect so don't expect it from me, <br />what you see is what you get, <br />nothing is hidden, <br />everything came out, <br />what more do you want? <br />my thoughts were hidden for a reason, <br />people seem to treat you differently, <br />because of the things they know, <br />why do things have to change? <br />i wasn't perfect before this, <br />yeah things turned for the worse, <br />i know people only care for my safety, <br />i'm not going to say if you only knew, <br />that would be to easy, <br />i know everybody has problems in life, <br />i was just giving up on mine, <br />giving up the fight i didn't want anything to do with, <br />too much to handle, <br />tiried of crying, <br />sick of this freakin pain i feel from time to time, <br />life never going to be perfect, <br />but, times like these, <br />i just wish it can be. <br /> <br />5-15-09<br /><br />mona martinez<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/reasons-8/