Pent up desires <br />Do not fizzle with age! <br />That's what I thought... <br />Before, <br />When exploring my sexuality <br />Was then a crazed rage! <br />I took my heat for granted. <br />Wanting to plant my 'meat'... <br />Just for sensation! <br />And married what I believed was good. <br />Not even thinking... <br />Whether or not I should. <br />I was young. <br />And full of... <br />Come 'hither'-ness! <br />I thought that was bliss. <br />Until I got sick of it! <br />You know... <br />Like the 'first' high, <br />Is the only 'high' to have! <br />After that... <br />It becomes charity work. <br />Or some communal obligation! <br /> <br />I'm over that stage in my life. <br />And today I'm not seeking neither a husband or a wife. <br />Everything goes today. <br />But roleplay for me is so passé. <br />A boring nothingness displayed by so many! <br />I want to be touch exclusively. <br />I want that chemistry to ring my bells! <br />I want my heart to flutter with passion. <br />I want... <br />Someone with life to love me. <br />And I want what we have to sizzle. <br />The only problem is... <br />Too many are seeking the same thing! <br />And I certainly do not want, <br />Someone else's fire... <br />To jump into my furnace. <br />To burn with ecstasy... <br />To hear a knock on the door, <br />By someone shouting... <br />'I know you're in there giving up butt, <br />To my lover! ' <br /> <br />Loyalty should be the first thing discussed!<br /><br />Lawrence S. Pertillar<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/loyalty-should-be-the-first-thing-discussed/