Food doesn't tempt me anymore <br />I only sleep due to exhaustion <br />I wake up with pain in my ribs <br />My poor heart has been broken <br /> <br />My eyelids are swollen <br />huge purple bags under my eyes <br />I have been crying non-stop <br />as if a loved one has died <br /> <br />I've noticed I've been losing weight <br />I can't watch a movie or read <br />My mind is obsessively preoccupied <br />cause you won't give me the answer I need <br /> <br />I don't even like looking @ my hands <br />because it reminds me when you held them <br />daydreams and fantasies are fading <br />because it seems you'll never be my boyfriend <br /> <br />I can hear my heart beating in my stomach <br />my chest is stinging with the absense of a heart <br />I left myself so vulnerable <br />I told you everything-all I could impart <br /> <br />Now you know my history, my fears, my pain <br />but it was over before it had begun <br />and I am left to cry and repeat <br />'What did I do wrong? What have I done? '<br /><br />Caroline Guedes<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/answer-3/
