i say i love you <br />why won't you believe me <br />all we do is hide <br />we always lie <br />guiltily crewl up into a ball <br />and die inside fast we fall <br />walking so long and so far away <br />we now have blisters on our feet <br /> <br />i sew it all turn to dust <br />and i sew you fall away <br />i sew it slowly rust <br />and i sew your heart's decay <br />cleaning up this mess <br />gaining back your trust <br /> <br />we have changed <br />when i got your page <br />that it was over <br />felt like an icy bleeding shower <br />it has become my endeavour <br />when i close my eyes still i see you there <br />memories linger as clouds covering sunny skies <br />leave all this behind all that we had without even a care <br />my senses have became so acute i can't hold back the crys <br /> <br />if i can't have you as a lover <br />one hug would be my savior <br />i need you at least as a freind <br />a broken heart that has to be mend <br />i got to have you in my life <br />like a secret dairy you read <br />all these feelings i hide <br />drowned in loneliness <br />pretending i'm fine <br />the consuming emptiness <br />i can't keep up with this lie<br /><br />Nate Jones<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/memories-linger-as-clouds-covering-sunny-skies/