I'm holding onto this pain <br />And I do not know why <br />I do not know the reasons for anything <br />Especially why you are on my mind <br />Each and every day <br /> <br />I'm holding onto you <br />Even though you are not here <br />And I wish you were <br />I hate it that we live so far a part <br /> <br />I hate it that you don't know how I feel <br />All I can do is pour my feelings onto pieces of paper <br />Cause I can't pour my feelings out to you <br />Although I do wonder what you would say <br />Would you feel the same <br /> <br />Oh how I do want to know <br />But I just can't tell you how I feel <br />And I hate that I can't <br />Holding on to these feelings and it does hurt <br /> <br />I've tried to tell you how I feel <br />But I just don't know where to begin <br />You make me happy <br />Make me smile even when I don't want to <br />You even make my heart melt away <br /> <br />Holding on to these feelings for you <br />Wondering why I can't tell you <br />And why I can't get you off my mind <br />All I can do is think of you and write my feelings out <br /> <br />Oh how I want you here with me <br />How I want you to try to kill this pain <br />This pain that I have from head to toe <br />How I want you wipe these tears from my eyes <br />But you would never love a girl like me <br /> <br />A girl who is broken inside and out <br />Would you <br />I know you wouldn't <br />Thats why I'm holding on to these feelings inside <br /> <br /> <br />January 9,2008<br /><br />ESPN CHICK<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/holding-on-to-these-feelings/
