When I am all broken and theirs nothing left of me <br />Will u cry when I have died? <br />Or will you rejoice at my loss <br />Will u see that I have lied? <br /> <br />Will you be glad for no more blood? <br />No more washing not as much food <br />Not another bother to you and your lives <br />Will you see my being gone as good? <br /> <br />Will you not care that I will never return? <br />Will you say I was good as dead? <br />Or will it just be as I was just <br />A passing image made up by your head <br /> <br />A broken shattered life not worth living <br />Mine was way beyond repair <br />Leaning on people too much <br />It just wasn’t fair <br /> <br />At my long awaited funeral <br />Will you understand why I did die? <br />Will you be sad or not care at all <br />Will tears fall for me will you cry <br /> <br />Please just try to understand <br />That the pain was too much for me <br />I was drowning in myself <br />I was hurting bad you see <br /> <br />I did try I did cry I did call <br />For help but they seemed to disappear <br />I struggled I fought but I gave up <br />A call for help you did not hear <br /> <br />Theirs nothing you can do now <br />So move on to your own life <br />And be aware that others still <br />Want to die by the cut of a knife<br /><br />foxy babii<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/when-i-am-gone-4/
