If only you cared, <br />then maybe I wouldn't be doing this to myself. <br />If only anyone cared, <br />I wouldn't have done this to me. <br />Look at me, I'm a mess <br />Both in the inside and in the outside. <br />My eyes red from crying, <br />and heart torn from stupidity <br />I hate my life, I have to say. <br />it has no point to it. <br />I make mistakes..realize it..learn from it...then do it over and over again. <br />damn something's wrong with me. <br />I think my brain malfunctionin...or I'm just plain stupid <br />I don't know..it's one of them <br /> <br />but, if only you cared, <br />if only ANYONE cared, <br />I wouldn't be in this mess right now. <br /> <br />7/14/08<br /><br />Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/if-only-you-cared-2/
