It's just weird, <br />how people would ask me how I am <br />and I hesitate because I have a feeling that they won't understand or care <br />and I just reply 'I've been fine, I guess'. <br />But then I figure that saying 'Fine' all the times won't work out <br />so I decide to tell them more deeper how I've been. <br />What's so surprising is that none of them comment on my mood or how I've been. <br />It's like they are saying, 'whatever, so what if you're feeling down or happy' <br />I feel hurt that no one cares about what I say or how I've been, <br />not even my freaking mentor. <br />So I guess I'll stick to my stupid line 'I'm fine' <br />and lie every time about how I've been and my mood, <br />I'll just have to keep a smile on my face 24/7 to seem 'fine' <br /> <br /> <br />But it's whatever. Just whatever. No one freaking understands, and I've ran out of chances. Just leave me alone. -.-<br /><br />Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/w-e/
