I AM DYING OF MY OWN OBSCURITY <br /> <br />I am dying of my own Obscurity <br />I am dying of my own Mediocrity <br />I am dying of my own Failure <br />I am dying of my own Nothingness <br />I am laughing at my own Obscurity <br />I am wincing at my own Mediocrity <br />I am regretting my own Failure <br />I am smiling at my own Nothingness <br />I am laughing at my own self- importance <br />I am happy to be alive <br />I am glad I am able to write these few lines now <br />I know I have all these mixed- up contradictory feelings <br />I feel a bit better now after writing this-<br /><br />Shalom Freedman<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-am-dying-of-my-own-obscurity/
