don’t look at me with that hate. <br />you knew from the beginning <br />that these wounds were self made. <br />who made you think you could save me? <br />not even you could rescue me <br />from my self destruction, <br />so just stand back and watch <br />as I fall into the darkness <br />that I have created for myself, <br />the hatred that bleeds in me, <br />the tangled mess I leave behind <br />and the resentment that resonates on. <br />finally, I will be the ghost that haunts <br />seeping and seething in your closet <br />wanting and waiting for a moment <br />to scream forth your inadequacies <br />echoing from room to room <br />tickling the hair on the small of your neck <br />letting you know that I am still here <br />begging you in the only way I know how <br />to say I am forever here with you<br /><br />C.R. Ebowski<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/rebirth-evolution/