My heart beats fast <br />Out of my chest, <br />And here I am <br />Longing to feel at rest! <br /> <br />I want to scream <br />And let it all out, <br />All this heartbreak and anger <br />Makes me want to shout! <br /> <br />I just want to die <br />To make this pain leave me, <br />And this chill in my bone <br />Creeps up, and stabs my soul harshly! <br /> <br />The burden that I carry <br />Is deep inside my heart, <br />I want to let it go <br />But my soul is pierced with your evil dart! <br /> <br />I cry deep within me <br />And pour my heart to you, <br />But its thrown back in my face <br />And i disolve like the morning dew... <br /> <br />How can you stand there, <br />And watch me cry in pain; <br />While you laugh in my mysery <br />And smile at my shame!<br /><br />Shelby Lanier<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-heart-that-cries-for-help/