I look to my left and i look to my right <br />i see the future in front of my eyes <br />yet this thing that beats so naturally inside me <br />is torn both ways for the love and passion <br />that yearns inside each person so. <br /> <br />i see both happiness and love <br />in which both could give and provide <br />but my heart is split <br />i cannot decide <br /> <br />this blasted organ, my heart <br />in which keeps me alive <br />complicates my emotions and desires <br />where my head is left blank <br />and life does what it wants with me <br /> <br />This complication <br />it haunts me every day and night <br />as i close my eyes and picture who i could be with <br />but i cannot put a face to my love <br /> <br />as i sit here alone and think <br />i am left wondering what could be <br />if i choose one person... <br />what could my life be with the other? <br /> <br />i want to banish all complications <br />to banish all problems <br />and look up at the stars and forget <br />just to forget...but not completely <br /> <br />i know that whatever my choice is <br />whoever i choose to be mine <br />i will love them both <br />with great passion and desire <br />i will always have feelings for the one that couldn't be<br /><br />May Namoc<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/heart-s-confusion/
