seeing red when I think of you <br />hurt, anger, and betrayal cloud my vision <br />wanting to hurt you as you have me <br />as i see you holding her gingerly in my mind <br /> <br />screaming my hurt in your face <br />so loud in my ears, so soft in yours <br />you barely listen, ignoring my attempts <br />sneering smugly as you take her in your arms <br /> <br />Hate fills my thoughts, seeing crimson <br />clutching my fist tightly, holding myself back <br />watching her pass me unaware <br />wanting to wrap my fingers around her neck <br /> <br />a wicket smile creeps onto my face <br />taking pleasure in the thoughts <br />wishing that they might be true <br />that i could watch her turn blue <br /> <br />until a shiver of unease takes hold of me <br />as i think of what you've made of me <br />I'll just settle on hating you deeply <br />me against you, my hate will never cease<br /><br />May Namoc<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/seeing-red/
