If I seem to always doubt you <br />It's more to half believing the fact I thought I knew <br />So I don't doubt - it was amazement most of the time <br />And it gives me jitters to my spine <br /> <br />But then I should have known <br />For being in love is merely being in a state of perpetual anesthesia <br />And you have mistaken an ordinary woman like me for a goddess <br /> <br />Look, your flames are so pretty <br />For all I knew, for all I feared, what the hell! <br />I've decided to sit still, enjoying <br />I want to watch them for a while, if I couldn't have forever<br /><br />Saskia Harjono<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/doubting-analyzing-fantasizing/
