I toss and turn, in my bed, trying to get to sleep, <br />But the only thing that comes along, is a headache full of beats. <br /> <br />Someone’s playing inside my head, <br />A drum that will not stop, <br />My eyes leaking tears or frustration, <br />That my body won’t shut off. <br /> <br />I wish there was a button that, would take away the pain, <br />Something that would stop my stomach, <br />From playing its restless game. <br /> <br />That’s it! I’ve had enough, and jump out of my bed, <br />And turn the shower on full force, and jump in that instead, <br />The burning spray drills into me, making me want to faint, <br />But this time it does not work, the pain is here to stay, <br />And as I step out and towel off, I can’t help but wonder why, <br />This endless pain won’t leave me, why it wants to make me die. <br /> <br />I go sit in a corner, <br />My hair still dripping wet, and wrap my arms around me, <br />Hoping that will help instead. <br />Then suddenly I know, why my body wants me to end, <br />Its because without you, it has no reason to hang to life’s living thread.<br /><br />angel lockheart<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/pain-465/
