Why did I have to live this lonely life? <br />Final thoughts as I gripped the knife <br />Who will save me my soul bereft? <br />Will it be you; you’re all that’s left <br /> <br />Will you stay with me help me cope <br />Are you my savior, my final hope? <br />Will they notice when I am gone so long <br />Or will they still think there was nothing wrong <br />You should have been there to hear my call <br />Now it’s over, I must end it all <br /> <br />You who have ignored me all these years <br />You who would not dry my constant tears <br />I do not want to die, there is no doubt <br />So listen close when my soul cries out <br /> <br />Will you save me from my destitution? <br />When I am gone will you pay with retribution? <br />Can you now look me in the eye? <br />Tell me no, it’s not worth to die <br /> <br />Will you join me in death on your own? <br />Or must I force you as you have shown <br />When we die, will they judge me? <br />Will they blame you or find me guilty <br /> <br />It is not my fault, I did not choose <br />You picked the methods we must use <br />Now when I cut with the final slice <br />You have come to realize you paid the price <br /> <br />Was it worth it at this cost? <br />Sit and think another life lost <br />Do you feel angry are you upset? <br />Do you feel sorrow do you feel regret <br /> <br />Its to late now to change the past <br />but look to the future to the next outcast <br />hear him call and bring them near <br />so we can all together without fear<br /><br />Joey Mann<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/stop-the-suicide/
