Looking out towards my new future, <br />I can no longer see anymore torture. <br />Now blessed with the gifts of sharing and caring, <br />Slowly entering into my life, my hearts declaring. <br />With my new ventures available for me to take in life, <br />Carefully I will walk that sharp edged knife. <br />Knowing it's lessons have in the past cut quite deep, <br />Essences of life blood will finally cease to seep. <br />For much to much has already been shed, <br />Repeating my mistakes is what I dred. <br />A stop to this senseless cycle is my wish, <br />Desires of strength and wisdom are upon my dish. <br />How thankful I am of all the lessons I've learned. <br />Opening the door to lifes rewards waiting to be earned. <br />Journeys requiring an open mind as I search to and fro, <br />My passion urging me to look for the end to my rainbow. <br /> 2/9/08<br /><br />Chelsi Holland<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/an-end-to-my-rainbow/
