How now my pain grows <br />my heart bleeds at every beat <br />growing in pain every second I wait <br />I ask my self what should I do <br /> <br />revenge, death, and hate <br />what now do I do <br />but let the pain take its course <br /> <br />my one true love <br />was everything but true love <br />she has cast a spell on me <br />sending me deeper to my hell <br /> <br />drive me mad let all know <br />thy soul has left <br />for thy soul's pain is far worse <br />then hell's fire of death <br /> <br />this is how I feel <br />the pain drives me to write <br />to write my inner thoughts <br />so that my soul <br />doesn't consume my outer self <br />yet do I avenge my soul <br /> <br />to kill and beat thy enemies <br />thy enemies who hath beat me <br /> <br />is it just or is it wrong <br />this I ponder though the days <br />through my black hearted day <br />with daggers of false love <br /> <br />how much must one man suffer <br />to find his one true love <br />isn't that just or is it not <br />I am confused by love <br /> <br />why does it play games <br />why does it do what it does <br />why must it beat me down <br />is it a lesson, a game or <br /> <br />loves way of killing me <br />telling me that i have no love <br />no love in this world <br />is no one good enough <br />am I not good enough <br /> <br />must I die so sad and alone <br />so forgotten and lost <br />this is what drives men to suicide <br />to wish they never existed.<br /><br />Eric Adams<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/bleeding-soul/
