this is only going to make us stronger <br />and in the future ill be able to look forward <br />but right now i just can't <br />how can i expect anyone else to <br />when i don't even understand <br />everything just happened so quick <br />and it felt like when i lost you <br />i lost my ability to live <br />i felt so weak <br />i felt like there was no way i could be <br />i felt as if my life had been taken away <br />because you were my everything <br />and that still remains <br />and i know that yours does somewhere too <br />i can't see it now <br />but i know it still do<br /><br />Shilesha Johnson<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-ability-to-live/