Here as I lay all deep in my head <br />I think of my thoughts that never can be said <br />Alone and abandoned mangled and used <br />Trampled on, dismembered beaten and abused <br />Tattered and broken shattered and scarred <br />From love's purest emotion forever I am barred <br />Death does not come easy but oh how it flaunts <br />In the depths and shadows everyday it does haunt <br />Satan himself many times does appear <br />To tease and to whisper
