A beautiful pain you've caused <br />Worthy of praise and thought <br />But the morning announced this ill <br />That morning I first met you here <br /> <br />I fooled my own self, my heart <br />And childishly ignored that qualm (hunch) <br />That warned me against your ways <br />I made myself blind and deaf <br /> <br />Still now that nothing remains <br />I ask you to quiet this pain <br />My sense of loss heavy weighs <br />Can't move onto better days <br /> <br />And might as I try, I must <br />I must not deny my cry <br />It empties this pain inside <br />This beautiful pain you caused <br /> <br />It is senseless this sense of loss <br />For I always knew it would come <br />You never were in disguise <br />I knew well you were tainted, vile <br /> <br />Call me foolish for wanting you then <br />Call me heartless for wanting you now <br />I keep hurting myself with you <br />Even now when my pain has worn out<br /><br />Angelica Duardo<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-beautiful-pain-you-ve-caused/
