Captured by the desolation <br />Living under the rules of death <br />The passionate fire <br />This addiction that burns inside my brain <br /> <br />Surrounded by my regrets <br />The decisions that I couldn’t hide <br />Bleeding out the pain <br />That only brings me to shame <br /> <br />Losing myself <br />With this desirable punishment <br />Vanishing with patience <br />But surviving with agony <br /> <br />Falling slowly and slowly <br />I try to let loose <br />But the weakness that I have <br />Tells me to lay here <br /> <br />Pouring out the darkness in me <br />Leaving my dangerous being <br />Crying out for my salvation <br />And began to yell for their forgiveness <br /> <br />Applauding for my distinguish death <br />As I fail to stay alive <br />Being a huge disaster <br />By being their full entertainment <br /> <br />My spirit flows with this confusion <br />As I began to face my fate <br />Hanging under the ruins <br />Of my suicidal game<br /><br />Brenda Caldera<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-suicidal-game/
