Knowing that I could hurt myself that way <br />Letting my frustration attack each other day <br />Breathing the fury of my own pain <br />By playing this confusing fate <br /> <br />Destroying the nature <br />That once I could of pictured <br />Screaming inside without say one word <br />As I continue walking forward <br /> <br />Looking at the reflection <br />Of the person inside within this ambition <br />Inspired by my fully misery tears <br />Stirring all my eternal fears <br /> <br />Shaking off the coldness in my life <br />Braking down before becoming his lovely wife <br />Flushing down those guilty memories <br />That yet they have deceived me <br /> <br />Alternating my cause of suicide <br />Living it with all misfortune lies <br />Confronting my lonely cuts <br />As I continue bleeding for my only lost <br /> <br />Ending this everlasting game <br />By shutting down this reckless shame <br />Bringing out my precious craving <br />And the only wish of dying<br /><br />Brenda Caldera<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/numb-71/
