the tears in my eyes dont dry up <br />the stay there dwelling <br />just waiting to fall <br />thinking about life <br />and wanting it to end <br />im not suisidal <br />i just wanna see my best friend <br />i want to fly with the angles <br />i miss the way it used to be <br />i cant stop thinking about how the pain could easily end <br />by taking the easy way out <br />one stroke of this blade to my throat <br />but i know what i have gone through with mario's death <br />so why would i put my friends and family through the pain <br />one stroke and all the pain and hatred is gone <br />and i will be free <br />and in peace <br />but now.... <br />what do i do<br /><br />ASENA MARIE SATAN'S SPAWN<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/thoughts-of-suicide-5/
