Sleepless nights <br />restless thoughts <br />waking nightmares <br />crimson relief <br />thoughts so obsurd <br />just one cut <br />just one drink <br />just one pill <br />starting with one <br />rapidly it multiplies <br />weeping unbrokenly <br />searching for the <br />ultimate confort <br />found in a blade <br />Tears drop <br />like falling rain <br />Building walls <br />holding my love <br />deep in my heart <br />wondering <br />how i fell apart <br />holding my pillow <br />burying my head <br />cry my heart out <br />and grieve <br />telling myself <br />never to cry again <br />emotions buried <br />six feet underground <br />everlasting confusion <br />different now <br />Walls are present <br />guarding my heart <br />another break <br />i cannot mend <br />do i dare reach out? <br />afraid of failure <br />turn to the cutting edge <br />deeper and deeper <br />scarlet rivers <br />definite luxury <br />curiosity growing <br />i keep holding back <br />Walls built for purpose <br />am i wrong? <br />time will tell <br />controlable no longer <br />i'm breaking free <br />mass confusion <br />unable to think <br />another sleepless night <br />mind racing fast <br />it won't stop <br />again i'm found <br />staring at nothing <br />thinking uncontrollably <br />an arm is given <br />instant comfort <br />finally relaxing <br />sleeplessly awake <br />smiling inside <br />I close my eyes<br /><br />Shayna Butcher<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/insane-kind-of-sane/
