My sanctuary, <br />Is a locked bedroom door <br />With a sharp razor blade <br />A place where i can just <br />Let all my thoughts fade. <br />My happiness, <br />Is what most <br />Would like to call pain <br />But its sucked me in <br />It's got me locked up in chains. <br />My emotions, <br />Have all become <br />Locked up inside <br />I can let them out only one way <br />No matter how hard i try. <br />My heart, <br />Is in tatters <br />Ripped up, torn apart <br />But it's been this way <br />Just right from the start <br />My anger, <br />Is intense <br />More intense than you know <br />But I try very hard <br />To never let it show. <br />My sadness, <br />Is deep <br />More intense than my anger <br />When i look in the mirror <br />All i see is a lonely stranger. <br />My outlet, <br />How i deal <br />With this stupid disease <br />I let it out through my cuts, <br />My cuts, my silent screams<br /><br />Star Sherwood<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/silent-screams-5/
