To all the men who have done me wrong... <br /> <br />Why does the sun shine? <br />Why is there love and kindness? <br />I refuse to cry and whine. <br />I feel my way in stupidity and blindness. <br />My soul burns, my blood boils, my heart forever bleeds. <br />Murder my need for love. <br />Choking my life with black reeds <br />And drown me with idleness; Supressed in your Glove <br />The hand that ought never rest in mine. <br />You do not love for love but for lust <br />If it is her you would rather dine <br />Tell me - I will do what I must <br />To stay away, to pretend I dont care <br />My back bleeds from your cold, dead knife. <br />But question my motives? do not dare. <br />I was fine before you came in my life. <br />Blood continues to poor from my body. <br />But you continue to murder me and I cannot die. <br />You think only for yourself - arrogant, haughty. <br />But why must you lie? <br />Am I really that stupid to you? <br />I guess I am for I still dream of your kiss. <br />I dont want you to say 'I Do' <br />But I do want you to know this: <br />Continue to keep me trapped in this hate-filled cell <br />And I will drag you with me straight to Hell.<br /><br />Conchita Mauer<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/straight-to-hell-2/
