I know Im hurt but I been through this before <br />Roaming around these streets like a soldier without a war <br />I drink untill Im sick and I cant remember none of it <br />Demonic entities chasing me its hard to hold onto my wit <br />The anger and the booze got me wrapped in a blanket made of sin <br />I keep wearing a fake smile in much denial i dont know where to begin <br />I would just love for this to end Im on a dangerous trend <br />I keep picking fights with strangers adding enemies losing friends <br />So much I lost and all of it back to back <br />I wonder what it will take to gain my sanity back<br /><br />Sam Edison<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/losing-myself-3/
