Your a drug to me, but I need you to survive <br />I indulge you, making me feel more and more alive <br />Loving the feeling of this high <br />Then as fast as it came.... it passes bye <br />Back to earth, back to reality <br />Feeling worthless, feeling guilty <br />So ashamed, yet I indulge you once again <br />When this cycle brakes, I know not when <br />Until I know how to turn you from my enemy <br />A delicious curse is what you shall remain to me <br />Forever having to consume you <br />But to one day, not let it be you that I turn too <br />My dependence on you will end, closing the curtain <br />On this deadly pleasure, no longer my addiction.<br /><br />Melissa June<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-addiction-37/
