Calculating mind you amaze me <br />Always thinking of a way to amuse yourself <br />Amusement at my hearts expense <br /> <br />You do things that you know will hurt me <br />Assuming I will not mind <br />You play games with my emotions <br />Gamble with my happiness <br /> <br />You try so hard to keep me from knowing what you do <br />Yet you claim you didn’t know what you where doing <br />You pretend not to know that it will hurt me <br /> <br />Never taking responsibility for your actions <br />You think simply saying sorry will make it ok <br />That my heart will mend <br /> <br />Don’t say you are sorry <br />Because you are not sorry <br />You are sorry for yourself <br /> <br />How can you be sorry when you did something that hurt me? <br />You knew I would hurt yet you went ahead and did it anyway <br />No… you are not sorry <br /> <br />Don’t say sorry <br />I hate it when you say sorry <br />It’s like you are mocking me for letting you hurt me <br /> <br />You are not sorry for causing me pain <br />You are not sorry for lying and cheating and taking me for a ride <br />You are sorry you got caught, <br />Not for my pain.<br /><br />Elizabeth Jacqueline Mpanga<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/not-sorry-2/