I regret everything. <br />I remember nothing. <br /> <br />My mind has become my torturer. <br />My body is aching. <br /> <br />My heart is filled with misery. <br />And I can swear im starting to lose sanity. <br />Its not exactly that I despise you…. <br />Oh no. <br />Its more than that. <br />I hate you. <br />I hate the way you say you love me. <br />I’m tired of your fucking lies. <br />You succeed to leave me depressed <br />And alone without a care in the world <br />And it doesn’t matter how weak I may feel <br />I will torment you with words that will stab you through <br />Your broken black heart <br />And you will deserve every single bit of it. <br />And I will kill you with my stares <br />But trust me ill be waiting for you <br />And watching when you think no ones looking <br />I will make you tremble at every thought of me. <br />You’ve taken me to hell and back <br />Leaving me only to find that my best friends are <br />My razor, my wrist, and my pills. <br />My heart will never beat for you again <br />And with this life I promise you <br />If I have to rip out my guts <br />String them together <br />And climb a ninety foot wall <br />Using them as my rope. <br />I will. <br />Cause believe me. <br />I will find a way <br />I will find a way to get back at you <br />For causing me this pain.<br /><br />Tara Danielle Garcia<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-will-find-a-way/
